Hate Love

I never like to show my emotions in any kind of way
but the only place I like to cry is at the beach because it washes my tears away
and because it erases any kind of proof of me being in pain
but it don’t seem to matter to you anyways because you never seem to care in what I have to say
it never matter it always had to be about you
not realizing the pain and suffering you have put me through
I have giving my body a million cuts
just to stop the pain, but it never seems to be enough
I have drugged myself until I can’t take no more
doesn’t matter what I do because the devil nor god allow my presents back at home
many times I was told that you were going to play with my heart
but I did not believe them because you told me we will never apart
but look at us now where does our love stand
I’m so fucking confuse with you that I don’t even know who the fuck I am
I don’t know where I went wrong I give you everything that you need
I put myself inside out for you just so that you could love me
I’ve done everything I don’t know what else to do
how many words and action does it takes to describe how much I truly love you
I feel like everything has left my life and walked out the door
my body feels like it has no love, compassion, nor a soul
for many years you had me on my knees and my heart on the floor
so fuck love because it doesn’t exist anymore.